- mood to eat anything at all

- mood to talk

i oni want to lie on MY OWN BED and watch finish all the dramas.

Suddenly feel very very super quiet.

Actually it's been sucha long long time...since i lost all the bubbly-ness. or do u spell it as bubbliness? whatever.

maybe becoz im getting older.

i use to be so happy go lucky.

as long as the one i love is beside me. i smile everyday.. easily contented.

the oni thing dat makes me super unhappy in the past is just rela(s).

today really feel very quiet.

even dar ask me is it becoz of him?

i duno.

haha.

i oni know one thing.

i just want to nua alone at home. =)

it'll make me feel happier and better.

so now im gonna go make myself happy. hehe. continue my drama!

one more week! and i'll be going thailand to buy my heart out. but cant change alot of $$$. coz i seriously seriously REALLY do want to save this mth. coz i this mth very cashful. i really would like to save.

till now i dun even want to touch my bank unless my pocket really really empty. haha.

even if pocket empty. i can just empty for two days lor. lolx.

den i no choice have to go withdraw. HAHA. coz not everyday i can go hm eat ma. hehe.

i like seeing my bank remaining 4 figure.

and see it grow. LOLX. so i hope i can save this mth.

=D

but next mth is vomit blood month. HAHA. alot of things to pay.

Vday pressie? i no buy. i'm paying for the tickets and the hotel for thailand trip. This is my vday pressie to dar dar.

=)

hope we can relax and have fun there. just the two of us. ^^

oh! talking abt this.

i seriously find that. without mj. me and dar seriously nth to do leh.

sat no mj. (ytd) and me and dar stay at hm and watch drama tru out... and we play with each other bo liao games... if i say out.. u gonna go 'DUH.........' especially yun. lolx.

but the good thing is. we dont mind not going out like normal couples do.

first is my ownself. i dont like crowds. (exclude pub and club, coz normally when i in pub or club i oni can see myself n my frens. LOLX)

so i hate going to places that is crowded. especially orchard. i go orchard i will seh lor. my whole mood will get seriously bad.

lolx.

especially if i have no directions.

I dun mind going orchard to watch movies... to buy things. but if it is go there just with no direction. walk ard. i dun like.

dar don like crowded places too.

and we don mind sitting at home nua-ing watching dramas and dvds.

and 2ndly. i hate eating out. unless is no choice coz i like to eat at V8 or bak kut teh kinda. den i will go out and eat. else i'll always ta bao back to eat. i dun even like to eat at the coffee shop under dar's hse. if got a choice to go home eat. i'll go home eat.

coz u see.. whenever i outside eating. if u are eating with me. u will see that before i finish my drink. i'll call for the bill already. coz i never like eating finish already den talk talk talk den call for the bill. coz i hate waiting.

lolx.

but anyway.. i remember dar wanna watch Hachiko. and he really DO WANT TO WATCH. so we went vivo to watch. watch finish le den went home.

well... to be truthful. i not interested to watch de. haha. but dar everytime will watch the shows i want. so i cant be selfish u noe. but anyway. it's a nice show. although kinda slow and monotone-ed. but still it's a nice touching show.

dats why whenever i think abt having a dog. i think twice. coz i cannot stand seperation. especially death kind.

i don mind u seperate from me (i think i spell wrong seperate. =/) but as long as i know u are living and breathing in this world. i will be fine sooner or later.

but i do mind if u die. =)

the 'u' is no one in particular. anyone close to me can le.

i cannot stand it. sometimes i think parents doesnt acc us forever. but... how am i able to accept it?

till now i cant. the pain is too painful to even say it out. too painful to even feel.

just saw yunnzy tweet abt her manicure. i think i want to do it too. clipped my nails to let it regrow nicely coz i wanna go JB do maincure one. lolx. think one of the weekdays i'll go in and do. dar is so free now.

=)

ok. i think my show load alot liao. hehe. can start to watch le.

^-^

since i last blog.

zzz.

Nothing at all to update other than i'm actually quite busy with

- Dave

- MJ

- Work

ah..

i need a bluetooth. must go shop for one.

this sunday i will forgo mj and take my parents out to buy CNY goods.

Hopefully i dont lose my way ok.

haha.

shld be another half a year or so.. i'll be more familiar abt my ways le.

and no need GPS!! still not thinking to buy. ok. it's been in my tots. i mean. so good to have one?

click click tap tap then they route me liao ma.

i now need to remember road names where to turn where to turn. zzz.

and sometimes i turn wrong somemore.

there's once i wanted to go ECP -> AYE to jalan bukit merah. and i turn wrong shld turn right i turn left so go wrong ECP direction. i headed towards changi airport can.. zzz

but i turn out when i could... and u-turn back lor. zzz

ok. i'm damn busy i got things to settle tml morning. blah. today i very guai. i went back to office after going to the funeral...

den do things 1/2 hr... den off wrk le.

now no car. brother drove it out.

sometimes i think my car very poor thing. sure very fast spoil. morning afternoon i drive, at night sometimes my brother drive. weekend dave drive me ard or he drive out while i go do my own things.

drive drive drive. it's like so OVERUSED. lolx. =p

till now.. i've been driving every day.

i cannot say i like driving. but i do not not like driving. u get what i mean? neutral!

ok... i'm so nice to come here to blog now becoz i'm waiting for my show to load more so i wont need to wait for it load play load play ..

lolx.

ciaoz.

I'm feeling blueish today. But i know everything will be fine! as it always have been in my life.

Things just go str8 by itself. Not that i'm bragging but i do appreciate it ok.

I really do wanna put photos but the blogger just refused to load my photos and i'm lazy to use bucket.

i kinda miss my dave tonight so i'm waiting for my bro to finish pak tor-ing with his future wife so i can drive over to see him....

and i'm thinking if i can like get anything nice nice for him ??? so when he see me he will like 'WAHHH...'

but u know my sense of direction is really really bad. =/

oh. and talking of the SOD. i found out my GPS need to pay money can?

=(

i didnt noe lor. i tot it comes free. like that i rather buy a GPS right?

den use the one in my fone. zzz.

GPS one time payment.

iphone gps i need to pay every mth and it is not voice enabled and it always bring me towards the longer direction. tsk tsk.

i'm enjoying my drama now.

and tml. i will clear all my work!!! keep tabs on every piece of project on my hand and hold my hands to god that the Chedi Resort will close!!!! den i can shake leg for 1 mth.

=p

hee. of coz not.

my 'dream' is to earn more than my adorable boy.

WAHAHAHA. so i can laugh at him. =p

LOLX. no la.

just joking.

One more comment.

My dave is always my pillar of support!

he always encourages me whenever i feel down. ah.. when i think of those time when im angry at ppl he will scold them for me... although scolding the air but it makes me feel better everytime.

and when i get fuck up abt my job... he is also there to comfort me.

haiz. 9 good overcome 1? or 9 good cant even overcome 1?

i super blurred.

but when i think of what dar do for me... i really very glad he is my dar.

=)

11:00am

i bang my car boot & bumper.

den i went lunch with my fren wc.

12 plus pm. near 1pm.

he hand over to me his gps just touch my hand oni. gps drop. so therefore. spoil.

abt 1 min later 1:01pm.

i kena caught for throwing ciggie butt.

How suay can i get further???

i decided to just lock myself at home. dont do anything. cancelled everything including mj.

but thinking otherwise.

i might...

1) stubbed my toe under the doorway when i open my door

2) slp on my bed and maybe the window pane will fell unto me.

3) maybe when i showering the shower head will fall onto my head and knock me out

4) i might bang my thigh on the corner of the sofa and get one big bruise out of it.

5) i might roll over my feet with the chair while playing computer.

6) my iphone might slip and drop inside the toilet bowl.

7) my offence might not be over yet (coz i got caught 1st time before for throwing ciggie butt) so i have to pay 500 and maybe sing ah sang's ye zi coz i have to do cwo.

- ok that above is not relevant (point 7) coz my 1st offence was like 3 years ago.

8) my beautiful pink laptop might suddenly hang and not start up again.

9) i might slip and fall in the toilet while just plainly innocently going to wash my hands.

10) i might drink from a cup of water and a lizard is sitting inside happily.

ok. ten is good ten is enuf. =/


talking abt this suay thing reminds me of the suay post i put up years ago?

maybe 2 yrs ago.

it's for my wedding. i was saying i want to ..

1) get married on Friday the 13th

2) i wake up late on that day

3) my groom is late.

4) i cant find my bridal shoes

5) when i walk i trip

6) i get out of the car i step on dog shit

7) coz i step on dog shit and i will jump ard wildly so my gown get stuck in the door when i close it and i move forward and i tear my gown.

8) when i march down the aisle my groom step on my toe and i fall face flat.

9) when i open the champagne i pop wrong side and it flew to the nicely postioned glasses and smash them all.

10) ah. the best part. i forgot im getting married that day.

I'm here to post.

it's a very rare thing i blog at this kind of hour.

Im not even logged into msn.

--

too bad so sad. now is like 1109am. and the photos just dont want to be uploaded. (yeah. although i oni tried uploading it once and i totally forgotten that im actually blogging.)

ok. Thats all!

later gtg sungei gedong. zzzz.. meeting my contractor at 230-245pm. so im gonna go off now.... for lunchie 1st!

for the past 1 year plus i've been asking dave

- what time u wrking tml.

everyday i ask. 3 days ago. i decided to stop asking.

471 days. means i ask 471 times.

lol.

tired liao. so don wanna ask liao. haha.

i keep looking at the previous post that i put the map stating how long i walked (when i can actually walk just a really short distance to reach my destination)..

suddenly..

i'm proud of myself! I WALKED THAT FAR HOR.

lolx.

short update: didnt want to post another new post.

my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2010

and that is to slim down. LOLX. make that the 1st half of the year de new year resolution. last half of the year i half year later den post. IF I REMEMBER.

lolx.